《元平三年》二（2 / 2）

郑氏问裴融：“今日去哪了？”&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;AD3Nlz2T8sinG5FmRCKO7tUuBco94I0JXLkaQVHd&lt;/blockquote&gt;

裴融反问郑氏：“今日谁来过了？”&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;L4M2O9cizTdxCrUI6ekP1ypJv0gNX7GASBfFYmns&lt;/blockquote&gt;

“真是什么都瞒不过你，裴融，难得糊涂比聪明一世更重要。”&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;3iuY9RFp852OGPv7UdVbNqZAjzMkQrfJnHXs6toB&lt;/blockquote&gt;

郑氏从没这般语重心长和她说过话，裴融被裴兖惹得烦躁的心安静了下来，静静听着郑氏嘱咐。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;udlZG0xLo93TAWbUawIQqyMDt2VSYB5c846hCkRJ&lt;/blockquote&gt;

“你是好女子，是郗绍辜负你，你不要再继续辜负你自己了。这世道对咱们女人是不公道的，世道好，女人命苦，世道不好，女人也是命苦，你这么年轻，应趁着年轻做一些尽情尽兴的事才好。”&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;g6a3R1dWUSxzMHGr0yeDvnKL8FfqPCI5XktElshJ&lt;/blockquote&gt;

裴融佩服郑氏的智慧，却也为她不值得。正是因为郑氏活得这么通透，才养出了郗绍这么不负责任的儿子。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;5ahgslZvIBtoHMqp1Tz0O8YXAUGfrLF29KNCiPyQ&lt;/blockquote&gt;

叁年前她也和郗绍一样，对贺氏夺权一事义愤填膺，恨不得对新帝口诛笔伐。她女子身份做不成的事，郗绍做了，然后被赐死了。以郗绍那脾气，一定觉得他死有所值。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;jOXyS7FWfo16E8hYzN3kD9sdGeMU0iubgrBJmtLK&lt;/blockquote&gt;

他看到了他所拥护的公正、信念，却没看到他身后独自神伤的母亲。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;SiulshZeL7AWd19ExzRI6348DcbagHo2myQPfF05&lt;/blockquote&gt;

她一面羡慕郗绍，羡慕他他活着时是那般恣意，诗酒人生，恨权贵便痛斥权贵，爱男子便毫无遮拦地去爱。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;CjoONDTbstGWhLQUEqc1RzXaApeiFwVfP4rMBS63&lt;/blockquote&gt;

可另一面，她痛恨郗绍的不尽责任，他万古留名，代价是郑氏余生的痛苦。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;GHD0OPF9cTmgoiSqlRLk5uNbrVeYjh276tAJZvBs&lt;/blockquote&gt;

裴融蓦地想起了今日刘梵给自己看的那尊玉佛，玉石圆融而坚韧，正似郑氏的品质。她恼悔了，应讨来那尊佛的。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;Bpdm5wJKM2L1A0QuaTnRHDl3IoNvCYEV9Fh4j7e6&lt;/blockquote&gt;

郑氏整日相思佛祖，那尊玉佛能解她相思。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;RlkZBOaCPhqdWswG0V1rzAyHbY7iTm6LeufQ2Dcj&lt;/blockquote&gt;

裴融愈发觉得那尊玉佛是属于郑氏的，于是她下定决心明日就去找裴兖要来那尊佛。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;XPAIEykSthRxbW6qMsBzpYDJglwd5K2ONC8iajuv&lt;/blockquote&gt;

郑氏絮絮叨叨和裴融说了些话，便催裴融早些睡了。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;seqHo30l1QRkzOpZI4YiVnTUAL2NyDu7XEhCFwac&lt;/blockquote&gt;

裴融离去，郑氏拿出儿子的遗物来。她这白发人终于见到了儿子的黑发，此生愿也了清了。她的丈夫、儿子，都是有气节的人，丈夫、儿子都没能看到的河清海晏，她替他们看了，一生已经没得缺憾。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;tbK8LfJezw0WHORE3vY9iNsDUcXGACpIdFoSQM7j&lt;/blockquote&gt;

郑氏提笔写了一封信给裴融，上面只写了勿牵勿挂四字。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;aHc4TJsmNAhqzLoM8v3rR9GOQe1KpjfbyDWZX0CP&lt;/blockquote&gt;

她拿出妆奁，挑出她的金首饰，将上面的金子一颗颗取下来，又一粒粒吞入腹中。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;L6Wv3RMz4oUyCINPpgJbuTDEl0xh9f52nkZAc1aQ&lt;/blockquote&gt;

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清平乡统共不过百户人家，郗家的郑氏吞金自尽，很快传遍了整个清平乡。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;oYNUORmf15sa4gTkbwQiVWDjqZBPhM6n2Ac0ty8z&lt;/blockquote&gt;

郑氏生前也不怎么喜欢热闹，裴融只请了几个她生前的老姐妹出席她的丧事，邻居田婆是其中之一。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;HjZWG9t0xISkOlbVNToX76KfL4v8rsnhyFzgMiaP&lt;/blockquote&gt;

郑氏入土为安后，田婆在坟头哭得一把鼻涕一把泪，良久了还在哽咽。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;cAvUKi9lDGadkS0T12fRBsVPzJEHLgQM8u54mjCO&lt;/blockquote&gt;

裴融劝她：“田娘子节哀。”&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;nCJA9qRg3htQSmTs1LvywEDP7Io5r4KeW2VxNHXG&lt;/blockquote&gt;

田婆不能理解：“为何吃了金子就要死啊。”&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;7O6IqWbgVTSs9Kn8F3cZzNBjvJLGMPpmE1fxkwRD&lt;/blockquote&gt;

“金上有毒，她吞了很多金子，毒积少成多，吞了就会死人。”&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;lgJWy1NVe7Gwb5m3PcE64zq9InRor2BLYsFHaZT8&lt;/blockquote&gt;

田婆更不解：“她都有那么多金子了，为何还要死啊。”&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;hMySsXvcaPqoLziU204KgxZwQ3ntCeNjk18JbBT5&lt;/blockquote&gt;

裴融啼笑皆非，只好找个田婆能轻易接受的理由：“她生病了，命不久矣，不想病死，就自尽了。”&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;rpWdXPtC2IwGFhkRi6czoN5byvuJS03sLBZ9DfK4&lt;/blockquote&gt;

好不容易不哭的田婆又趴去坟头哭了：“虽相识晚了些，但咱们好歹姐妹一场，你病了也不告诉我！”&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;VzaSjOQYl7oCkFp6i012wMRNPtGcH8hrBJyv4ZL3&lt;/blockquote&gt;

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郑氏自尽之事裴兖也很快耳闻，他是个冷硬心肠，郑氏和他之间没什么过深的渊源，他不觉伤悲，只是在东山命人回驿馆里把那尊玉佛送去郑氏墓旁，埋葬了陪她。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;sgAR0kDemO7brENzx6XfF8JntqH4aLGhcKT5Cy1S&lt;/blockquote&gt;

裴兖住不惯清平乡的驿馆，那里条件低微，没人伺候不说，沐浴都很麻烦。他在东山脚下征了一间乡绅的府宅，离东山施工的地方又近，条件又还凑活，虽比不得他在邺城或是长安的豪宅，但比起清平乡驿馆，已经算是很不错了。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;ts8Iar7bZwBvShqDQmgEuo0nezHUjTJOPAy6fLKd&lt;/blockquote&gt;

他改完施工图，命士兵把新的施工图送去工地上。士兵没走多久，乡绅就领着十几个美女来见他。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;aV7xTnc5Zlh1UMuSJBqwrOt29oCQPGydK0DFgLiE&lt;/blockquote&gt;

裴兖不解：“这是何意？”&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;A6YJnBKfQ7NVh1kuwDGc2LbqyO3C4iTrHjev9dta&lt;/blockquote&gt;

乡绅给他一个只可意会不可言传的表情。&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;yjPmh7wg3BUYv1doizHaT9K0eExuZLfMbrnIkQcW&lt;/blockquote&gt;

裴兖哈哈笑道：“本官来此处是办公务，你赠美人给本官，可不是诱导着本官渎职吗？”&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;ATk5BviHSR8gPCEmtpblOV3GwFMsQZfLeNJ4zKIo&lt;/blockquote&gt;

裴兖望了一眼那些个美女，各个娇嫩得掐的出水，正似夏日里群芳绽放。他毫无官架子地搂住乡绅臃肿的背，道：“也难为你在这破地方找出这么些美人了，不过圣上有令，士大夫应返本还淳，老爷的美意本官无福消受。”&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;6LSY2DWMxciQdy5bJne3NT07VKC8zP41msZuhgf9&lt;/blockquote&gt;

乡绅没能贿赂成功，只好领着那十几个美女退下，自行消受。才一出门，撞上个硬邦邦的东西，乡绅正要破口骂，定睛看清是个士兵，脸上堆起讨好的笑意：“小将军当心点儿。”&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;8V93EafuhtnvOQxs2jDJBMSqrbTZGXyk7cP1HeWY&lt;/blockquote&gt;

那士兵越过乡绅，进门冲裴兖道：“大人，不好了，郗家走水，房顶都烧没了。”&lt;blockquote cite=&#039;<a href="https://.po18.tw/&#039;" target="_blank">https://.po18.tw/&#039;</a> class=&#039;copyright&#039; style=&#039;background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;&#039;&gt;z0DB8XyG12CnwUofxKF6MgWsr7NIJeAvTchipVm5&lt;/blockquote&gt;

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